Giving Presents

               I used to love giving presents to people. But lately, I was selfish and kept spending money on myself. I felt really reluctant to spend my money for other people because I feel like it was a waste of money. The real truth is that I am not actually good in money management. I keep on spending money on things that I do not need and never felt regret when I buy those expensive things. Sometimes I do feel that I was wasting a lot of money which I was supposed to save the money for the future. So , I believe that I need to change on the spending habit and buy only what I need rather than what I want. And I put aside my greediness on money to buy gift for my beloved one. I felt so happy and the satisfaction of giving present to other people is beyond than spending money on myself. I can make other people happy by giving them gifts and I know that's what matters the most. Seeing people happy and smiles because of me makes me feel more happy.

              It is a new kind of happiness that you can only feel when you give valuable things to your beloved ones. You might think that buying gifts to people is a way to get people's attention so that they loves us more but actually giving gift is also a way to show appreciation. You dont get to get gifts everyday, so you would appreciate those people who gives you gifts. Furthermore, it is like a token of memory that the other person remembers and cares for him or her. Even by giving a flower would make all the girls' heart flutters. 

            I should have realized this earlier. If I knew that giving people gifts makes me happier, then I should have done it before. Maybe I would do more surprises because I love surprises. For this 2019 onwards, I would change my spending habits and instead of only focusing to myself, I should pay more attention and give love and affection to my beloved one. I know I was quite selfish before and always think I am right but I hope that slowly I would be more considerate of other people and be more kind to all people. Be more loving and caring and change for the better.